This is one of my favorite disk cards from my first and still favorite deck, the Tarot of Transformation. I think this one best embodies (pun intended) this last turn of the wheel for me.
I know the usual Five of Disks pictures two people left out in the cold outside a church. The card to the left was actually my first introduction to the Five of Disks - that of joyful release and celebration of form.
Ironically, it was my refusal to seek help, which I clearly needed - a need exemplified in a traditional Five of Pentacles card - that kept me stuck. I learned from Nancy Antenucci that there are two religions - Love and Fear, and that you cannot serve both. It's one of those concepts that's easy on paper but surprisingly hard in practice. How do you know when you are serving Fear? When does self-preservation turn into self-sabotage? Can you even pinpoint the moment you lost your balance? And is finding something to blame for it really that important, or is it possible to just accept you've stumbled and move on?
In all, I have reaped much wisdom these last months. My hope is that your Lammas is offering an equally bountiful harvest to all of you.
If you did not come from there, please visit the blog before mine:
Christiana Gaudet - http://tarottrends.com/content/pentacles-fruits-harvest
Otherwise, next on the hop is:
Sandie Worthy - http://wp.me/pIIBV-kg
If there is a break in the chain, the Master List can be found at:
(And do drop a special thanks to Kareena Narwani for herding the cats this time around.)